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The dancer

Name:
KARYNE Age:
14 YEARS OLD School:
SMSS Birthday:
23 AUG About you:
A child of GOD.ALWAYS AND FOREVER.Badminton player.Singer.Dancer.Life is like a performance and we are the actors. Luvs: Church.BFFS."THA" gang.swimming.shopping/window shopping.hanging out.talking.eating.emoing.


Sunday, July 27, 2008

( @ 9:04 PM )

Heys people. i noe my blog kinda dead. hahah anyway i am posting in the com lab at 12.05pm. siting all alone... i dunno why i feel so frustrated and kinda depressed. i am not doing well for any of my tests. NOT ANY!!! i cant live out to my parents expectation, the prefectorial's, badminton, teachers. I CANT DO IT!!! i cant live out expectations of myself! My parents are disappointed, so am i. TOday i asked God. WHY?? i did studied. why do i still get lower than students that dun even bother to study at all. then God spoke to me. "are u sure it was enough? Karyne, i promised you to help you through your problems if you just give me your hand. Turst me..." I immediately started crying. ALthough i am still disappointed, i find comfort in that.
Now, sitting alone in the noisy class, where all the buzz and buff happens. i find myself detached from this place. The school that i once loved dearly, now only wishing to get out of this school to start a new life. to be able to be who i am... who i really am... Things should be getting better as i continue to cry out to the lord.
Today, i am gonna talk to my coach abt stepping down.
PRIYA ROCKS! (requested lor, acutally fake one) haha jk jk
hahah random! bleh her!!
anyway back to be emo. yeah my parents think i cant cope with all the commitments in the school. i am really reluctant to let go. but... haiz...



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