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The dancer

Name:
KARYNE Age:
14 YEARS OLD School:
SMSS Birthday:
23 AUG About you:
A child of GOD.ALWAYS AND FOREVER.Badminton player.Singer.Dancer.Life is like a performance and we are the actors. Luvs: Church.BFFS."THA" gang.swimming.shopping/window shopping.hanging out.talking.eating.emoing.


Saturday, September 6, 2008

( @ 8:48 AM )

hey peeps... sry for not updating for such a long time...
erm yeah quite alot of things have happened
things revolve so fast that i can hardly grasp a hold of it.
yeah emo me. i dunno why i find it so difficult to love myself... i just feel like a horrible person all the time. like in church. like coming into my goodfriend's relationship and all that. i am very conscious of how people view me. i tot things were improving, but i dunno i am still like that. my aunt said i am the kind that wants everyone to like, but i have to face reality. that is impossible...
i am going to face this with god, i am not alone. i really love the people in LSBC!! but just that some of our views just dun click. so it leads to misunderstandings and quarrels. well, there some problems in the cell. alot of us are leaving. its really sad to see the cell so dead and meaningless at times. i mean the worship leaders are getting better but cell doesnt seem like cell anymore... should i stay? should i go? i dunno. just waiting for the lord to give me an ans. Sch is starting on mon, wad a dread. going back to the sch which i still find difficulty to fit in or being myself. i thank god for improving all my situations. and i also pray that he will really take control of every aspect of my life. and bless me with good results. being able to stay in top ten and get into a good class. Expectations... expectations... i am tired... i wanna a break from this is busy and heartless world, i wanna just go somewhere by the lake or something to dance and sing my heart out. to cry until there are no more tears. but i gotta face reality. the cold reality...



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