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The dancer KARYNE Age: 14 YEARS OLD School: SMSS Birthday: 23 AUG About you: A child of GOD.ALWAYS AND FOREVER.Badminton player.Singer.Dancer.Life is like a performance and we are the actors. Luvs: Church.BFFS."THA" gang.swimming.shopping/window shopping.hanging out.talking.eating.emoing. previous posts ARGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!! wow its not the new year n some... Some stupid quiz by Ian. 1. The person who tagge... Hey people, Today was the last Sunday of the year... hELLO i need to keep my blog alive for some people... haha since it is requested of mr ian. i shall do t... Hey people. i have been reflecting (like always)..... hey people. yesterday was fun and weird. it was go... i feel so suffocated. why isnt there anyone that G... hey everybody... today was last day of school. i d... past December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 Other dancers/div> Becky=) Sarah/Swatter=) Cow/Gor Joy=) Reuben/monkey Van/IDC Sam Loh Hillary Hui Ming Diane!!My cuZ. Ian. Gloria :) Lincoln. BLEH!!! Cheng Sin aka smart boy.. WILLIS (E) link.
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Friday, January 16, 2009 ( @ 5:22 AM ) anyway this week was really busy. everyday i would reach home at abt 9-10 or even later from tuition or trainning. How am i suppose to do my ever piling homework!! my chi teacher gives us an essay everyday n other work to prepare for "O" lvls. SIgh my coach, he's at it again. He goes around telling everybody i have attitute problem n condemns me in my face. He speaks to me as though becos of my atiitude it is unnecessary to talk to me but becos i need to contribute to the team he uses me. he ignores me half the time n looks at me coldly n talks to me coldly. sigh forget abt him. My badminton head teacher... SHE _ _ _ _ _!!!! arg! sigh... i feel quite empty for not reading my bible for a week. i was so tired having badminton trainning 4 times a week n swimming 2 times a week. i flop to bed at 1 everyday... I sleep during math class... hmmm my teachers... my el teacher she is super interesting n very nice, so is my ss teacher. my physics n history teacher are good. my math teachers are very very boring. my chi teacher is really strict but nice. my geog teacher is scary! VERY!! hmmm any others? i dunno my friends are pretty much ok except for a grp. yeah.. i dunno wad to say alr. i found out i am not so concerned abt how people view me as much as be4. its really a good thing. but i have to learn to be humble. really. giving credit to the lord in all that i do. i have to learn that. i understand that not everybody will like me n etc so yeah... chilll:) for people out there reading this... i wanna tell u something for the year. dont give up be4 u noe u tried n surrendered to God:D 0 comments Monday, December 29, 2008 ( @ 6:40 AM ) wow its not the new year n something else happens. Yeah!! someone did not notify me abt any of the meetings n said that she smsed me alot of times. she didnt, well maybe my old hp no. BUT HELLO?! i smsed her so many times with my new no. which was like 7 months old ++. hello? now she blame me that it is my fault. that i didnt tell her my no.? when she actually smsed me n replied me be4? now i am gonna get scolded for not coming. n guess wad even my senior can tell that she doesnt like me. she jokes with the others but talk to me coldly. scold me. other incidents which i am really not in the wrong she still wrongs me n scolds me. then well somebody else blamed me for something i really did not do or noe abt. he doesnt trust me n why? i didnt do anything! all the times we talked n comforted each other is gone now. he doesnt acknowledge me as a sister anymore. to me its really like a friendship over. at the same time, my mum is shouting at the top of her voice at me. criticises me, scolds me, n etc. she doesnt understand at all abt how i am feeling. now i find out that so many people joined the " " n they all _ _ _ _. i really dunno how much my life is gonna suck next year. i havent even gone back to sch n everything starts again. NO!! i dun want to go through the same things as i did this year!! no i dun want to be betrayed so many times, gossiped by, teased by, despised by, being all by myself... i also lost someone that i have just started to trust... i dun want... pls God just take me away or something... do something lord... I really wanna believe that u are lord over 2009. nth is going right... 0 comments Sunday, December 28, 2008 ( @ 3:40 AM ) Some stupid quiz by Ian. 1. The person who tagged you is? Ian i think2. Your relationship with that person? Good friends 3. Your impression of him/her? hmmm... Gay ( haha jk), nice/funny selections of songs, a good friend 4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you? hmmm... i dunno hahaha lots i guess 5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you? I bought the pussy cat dolls cd 6. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will? hahahe he better not haha no la i doubt we will would ever become enemies 7. If he/she becomes your enemy, what will the reason be? OI! cannot read my ans ah. hahah jk jk i really dunno 8. Whats your overall impression of him/her? hmmm a boy? 9. How do you think the people around you will feel about you? hmmm how abt asking them. i dun really noe. i am not perfect u noe 10. The characteristics you love about yourself are? I am a child of God 11. The characteristics you hate about yourself are? LOTS!!!! LOTS!! N LOTS!!! 12. The most ideal person you would like to be? hmmm a social worker/counsellor/lawyer 13. For those people that care for you as a friend, what will you say to them? Thank you? hahaha yeah Pass this on to 10 people. 1.Becky 2.Vicky 3.Sarah 4.Shi Ying 5. James 6.Reuben7.Ian 8. Ruth 9. Joy 10.Elizabeth Who is number 6 having a relationship with? erm... sensitive qns. nope Is number 9 a male or female? 100% female. hahaha If number 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? hahahha that will be funny but maybe... What is number 2 currently studying about? hmmm... how to act guai in front of adults but become mischievous infront of her friends wait. she has already mastered it hahaha When was the last time you talked with number 3? Today. I LOVE NO 3 What kind of music does number 5 like? hmmm erm slow songs, i think country side too bah haha Does number1 have any siblings? yeah erm he is irritating, immature etc haha jk jk Will you woo number 4? DUH i totally would. she is like my mistress can How about number 7? hmmm... i dunno? Is number 4 single? she better be if not she die!!!! What's number 8's surname? Goh What's number 10 favourite hobby? hahha dancing, talking, dressing up etc Does number 5 and 9 get along well? good friends Where is number 2 studying at? SCGS Have you ever tried developing feelings for number 6? erm i dun think so Where does number 9 live at? i think somewhere near bukit batok. ok maybe i am wrong but i noe she can take a bus from aljunied What color does number 4 like? purple, green actually quite alot other colours Does number 1 own any pets? YEAH, a fat hamster!! 0 comments ( @ 3:22 AM ) Hey people, Today was the last Sunday of the year. When I was co leading, there was a song that just remembered the times of distress and God was really there for me. I really have to thank god for many things… This year although I had a lot of problems, I have benefitted more. I really thank God for my problems. Hmm should I type out wad went wrong this year? Ok maybe not but I am really looking forward to 2009, as much as I want to just forget all the problems n hurts I have in 2008 but keeping the lessons I have learned. I really want 2009 to be different. I noe there will still be problems as presently I still have some. Many decision (big ones) but I believe, God will be there to pull me through. So I believe n declare in faith that Jesus is the God of 2009. I will solely depend on him. Well yeah, surrendering all to him is really not an easy task .(something I have also learned). Its not just abt like 50% but its 100% and its certainly difficult to do that. As all humans are imperfect well, we still doubt God, we still question God although he is perfect. His ways are always higher than our ways, n so though problems may occur, trust in the lord with all Heres a tribute to reuben: Jor, thank you for all the times, you comforted in me and confided in me. You really helped me a lot n I want to tell you, you have impacted my life greatly. Don’t let others pull u down but really stand up with the lord who gives you strength. I am really saddened by the news that u are leaving but just to let u noe, you are forever part of the lives of SFH. Jor no matter what misunderstandings or wadever I have done wrong to you, pls forgive me as well as others. We/I love you. Yeah so then now it’s the 2009 resolutions!!! Although I so dun wanna go to sch… SCH HW!!! STRESS Yeah anw… 0 comments Wednesday, December 10, 2008 ( @ 6:05 AM ) i need to keep my blog alive for some people hahaha hmmm abt camp. I AM CAMP SICK!! My grp name was flintstone. haha the cheer sucked!! LIKE SUPER EMBARRASSING!! anyway cp was good. i made new friends. A graduate, a monkey and a E guy. They were pretty funny n weird ahhaha jk jk. They are quite nice in a way... Sarah was the smart one. BECK was the xiao one. Matt was really good in the games as usual. SFH was abit seperated... sad... Sec 2 zone was pretty bonded though. super cool la everybody. oh yeah cedric was... hahahahah. nvm. HMMM... TODAY WAS ONE OF MY WORSE DAYS FOR BADMINTON!! DUN ASK WHY!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 0 comments Thursday, November 13, 2008 ( @ 5:58 AM ) 1. When was the last time you felt grateful with what you have? Today:) we should make it an attempt to thank God everyday:) 2. What disappoints you the most? Myself. most of the time. 3. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket? Europe? actually i dunno. hmmm... yes i noe a AROUND THE WORLD TICKET!!! 4. What's your favorite thing to do? Dance. Sing. Go crazy with my church friends!! 5. Do you think money can buy happiness? Nope. money cant get u to heaven but it can sure make ur life a little better erm a luxury? 6. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be? LOTS. cant think of one now. hmmm. got one. opps forgot! haha ps. 7. What is one nightmare that you won't want to see come true? God forsaking n abandoning me. which wont be true. obviously. the world forsaking and abandoning me. 8. What are you afraid to lose the most? My friends. Yeah they're really important to me. (: 9. If you win $1 million what would you do? hmm... firstly put enough money in the bank so that i can go to harvard or oxford to study law. hahaha secondly, treating my family and friends to gifts, treats. thirdly, using the money to send myself to china to do mission work Fourthly.... haha i dunno. save in a bank later than think 10. What do you dream about doing in the future? Working and serving in God's house. wad i really want to do is to impact the lives of people. like social work etc. 11. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you. hmmm... since sarah said becky, i shall talk abt someone else... hmmm... Sarah 1. A very very very good friend and listener 2. She can dance well and play the piano well 3. She has alot of compassion and love for children. * one special one for becky though 1. She is a very good observer and my best friend!! 12. What makes you happy? hmmm... talking to God, dancing, talking and crazing with friends 13. Is it easier to talk face-to-face or by MSN/SMS? NONE!! haha no la msn/sms 14. Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road? Studying i guess. i will only be in my early twenties 15. If you could have a superpower, what would it be? Hmm... loving everyone n being able to understand any person 16. What do you think is the most important thing in your life? Father in heaven, how we love u, we lift ur name in all the earth haha familiar 17. Any childhood memories you would like to re-lieve? hmmm... too many but of cos. especially those with beck, vick, sarah and sam ho. 18. If you could change your life now, what would you want to change? A LIFE TRANSFORMATION. change all my faults in character and all that. haha 19. Which cartoon character do you like the most? erm... i dun watch cartoon. but i think spongebob? 20. Do you think you're pretty/handsome? Not exactly? wad a question haha. Instructions : Remove one question from above, and add in one of your personal question, making it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them that he/she in their tagbox that they've been tagged. DONE!!! have a blessed hol! 0 comments Sunday, November 9, 2008 ( @ 12:23 AM ) i have been reflecting (like always)... all this time i have alot of problems. giving to myself and my friends. until now still but i have learned to take it one at a time. not solving it but surrendering it to God. i cannot exactly say that i am happy but i dun want to be so cropped up in my problems anymore. just telling it to someone and all that. and emphasizing how serious my problems are. face reality. all problems are bad. everyone has problems. i kept on saying no one will understand me. but in actual fact. n one will ever understand each other becos we aint them. only god can. i realised i have been so cropped up in my problems that i forgot abt others. what happen to my spirit of spreading the gospel? what happened to my hyper activeness? what happened to the old me? what happen to the great love i had for my friends? i noe it is kinda gone, becos of betrayal, disappointment and all those stuff. but yeah what happened? I AM GONNA MAKE IT EFFORT TO SPEND TIME WITH MY SFH GROUP PEOPLE. INDIVIDUALLY!! today after church, i just realised how much i just love the children. their smiles just make my day. i was regretful of just saying that i cannot bond with the kids becos they dun rely on me.(in the past) i realised that i need to make the effort on my own. As counselors/helpers, i felt that our duty is not to just purely teach christian values, but to have bonds with children. that compassion and love for them. to understand them individually as they are all different. many of them have their own family backgrounds. and suddenly today i just had the urge of finding out more of them. they are not just cute, they are humans as well. to how naughty to how well behaved they are. they are still God's children and he loves them all. i found this on my wall One hundred years from now... it will not matter what my bank account was, the sort of house i lived in, or the kind of car i drove, but the world may be different becos i was important in the life of a child. yups. Anyway sfh! wanna go out n watch a movie on wed? hsm 3 i suppose haha. LOVE YA BYES!! 0 comments |